End Of January

31.01.2011 || 22 :22

I feel not good now ! setelah touring seminggu ke jakarta , bandung, dan jogja , badan jadi gak enak !
Demam, pilek, flu, pusing, semuanya bersatu padu dalam diri gue!
i just stay at home,ehhh not home but boarding house :)
alone here, meratapi nasib sebagai anak kostan, jauh dari keluagra, di tambah teman2 lagi pada pulang liburan, Pas bangke dah ah!!
sumpah ya pemirsa, sakit yang lagi gue alami tuh gak enak banget deh..
bentar-bentar meler, di bawah tidur kepala malah tambah pusing, ngomong ama orang malah bersin mulu, di ajak ngobrol ehhh malah batuk batuk, jadi kesannya kita gak dengerin apa yang di omongin,, annoying banget pemirsaahh !!
lw bisa kan yaa,ngerasain apa yang gue rasain , meski cuma lewat tulisan ini doang, paling gak lw empati lah ke gue..hahhaha


And you know, at the end of january ,i think that i miss someone, ohh not i think, but i really feel it .
i miss someone who ever been in my life,,
i miss someone who ever teach me to said ' i love this world '
i miss someone who asked me to be a good girl, it mean moslem girl
i miss someone who teach me to said ' thank you for everything you got '
i miss someone who has always acted like my dad to take care of me,,
i miss someone who has been the reason why i smiling for..
i miss someone..................( ambil tissue duluu pemirsaahh)
saya merindukan semua tentang dia..

kalo udah kaya gini critanya, biasanya bakal terjangkit penyakit GALAU
dan dari pada galaunya berkepanjangan, mending langsung di obatin..
then,langsung searhing namanya di PB,ohh no udah gw delete -_____-
selang beberapa menit, akhirnya ingetan gw kembali,,
ambil hp - pencet nomor - panggilan tunggu - deg degan - terhubung = SPEECLESS :D

if  time could be played, i want to say
" Everytime I'm scared of losing you, and  I'm starting to love you more :)